T-Minus!

So I know that it is not official until I pass my drug test and background check. But I have gotten a job offer with Kerry Ingredients in Grand Rapids MI. I AM FREAKING OUT AS WE SPEAK!

The number one thing that I am freaking out about is not having friends. I have really come to enjoy my friends here in Williamsburg. I think this is one of my biggest weaknesses that I cannot explain. I am so scared of being alone! And of people not remembering me. I am scared that I will never met people again who accept me. This is the feeling that I have but I know that I WILL MEET NEW GREAT PEOPLE. Right I mean 5 years ago I was in this same position and I have meet people - mostly the people I work with but people. I can join clubs and try to get involved in church. Or just plainly volunteer. I am just nervous. Hopefully this is totally normal. I am going to try to blog every week and tell people of my progress. I might again be talking to the Target cashier as if she is my long lost friend. (HAHHA) Or get so lonely that I end up calling home - crying - but another thing that I forget is that I can drive home if I absolutely need to. Plus my family can come up and see me.

This is truly the right move for me:) I just need to remember this but it is going to be hard!

Love!