Friday, October 15, 2010

First Estimate!

Oh WOW! Time is flying! I am getting my first estimate on my condo soon! I am nervous about how much I am going to loose! But seriously hopefully not:( UGH!

Being a grown up stinks!!!! Well only when it comes to the big stuff:) HAHA!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Two Weeks

So I was cleared with my background check and my drug test! I am official working for Kerry Ingredients! I turned in my two week notice.

It was surprising how different people are taking it. Literally there are some people who are so negative about itm telling me how difficult MI will be or how different the job is. And then there are some who are more excited than I am. I was super surprised by how supportive all of my friends have been. Between the list serve being there to hear about how stressed I am and telling me that it is totally normal to Mary Burge yelling across the parking lot 'is it true!' to the guys saying this is totally the right decisions and you will make new friends!

I want to remember all of these moments! So maybe the next blog will be about everyone's different reactions!

But putting in my TWO WEEKS was good!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

T-Minus!

So I know that it is not official until I pass my drug test and background check. But I have gotten a job offer with Kerry Ingredients in Grand Rapids MI. I AM FREAKING OUT AS WE SPEAK!

The number one thing that I am freaking out about is not having friends. I have really come to enjoy my friends here in Williamsburg. I think this is one of my biggest weaknesses that I cannot explain. I am so scared of being alone! And of people not remembering me. I am scared that I will never met people again who accept me. This is the feeling that I have but I know that I WILL MEET NEW GREAT PEOPLE. Right I mean 5 years ago I was in this same position and I have meet people - mostly the people I work with but people. I can join clubs and try to get involved in church. Or just plainly volunteer. I am just nervous. Hopefully this is totally normal. I am going to try to blog every week and tell people of my progress. I might again be talking to the Target cashier as if she is my long lost friend. (HAHHA) Or get so lonely that I end up calling home - crying - but another thing that I forget is that I can drive home if I absolutely need to. Plus my family can come up and see me.

This is truly the right move for me:) I just need to remember this but it is going to be hard!

Love!